In Death I See Life
In Life I See Death
The Sweet Relief That I Long
The Hush Of Whispering wings
Have come to Take Me
Away, away

me
they call me verna
i have lived for 21 years
my favourite thing is emptiness
what i want most is happiness
i want to be remembered by God
i love my dead dog the most

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Wednesday, October 12, 2005
12th october: mother says.. 'if you sigh once, you will have an extra winkle on your forehead in your later life'. i dun believe cos all people will have winkles when you are old cos your skin loses it's elascity. i can't help it.

recently kept having mood swings [bipolar ma? lolz.. hope not!! =P]. i felt inferior nowadays. sometimes felt tat i'm ugly, sometimes fat, and sometimes felt tat i hated myself for who i am. but, likewise, somedays i would feel confident, somedays feel very pretty, sometimes even feel like 'firlting'. sigh~ =3 dun know which one is the 'me' tat i am.

now is the 'anti-climax' mood. sigh~ =3 again.. ah~~ hate it!! =( how??!! i hated myself for being like this!! AH!!!!!!! going out of control soon... sigh.. =3

-ah_xun faced death at 8:08 PM

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