Death seeks me please...

Friday, February 25, 2005

25th february: i passed my cpr! yea~ lolz~ =) thank God for it [cos i prayed for a pass!! last time forgot, so now remembered lolz~]. hahahaha~ ^^ next week onwards is the holiday.. hope things will on well for that week and no one will get injured while enjoying their holidays.. hee~ >_
last sunday, i saw y-san on the bus. haha~ very happy sia.. but tat's all. no much feelings for him le. think the 'admiration' dragged too long le ba, so not my fault. hahah~ giving excuses only. as for w-san, even worse. no feeling le. lolz~ very bad ger sia.. seems like i only like the person if he keep on companying me by talking everyday, or seeing him everyday.. hmmm.. think i'm not suitable for long distance relationship, or the ONE haven't appear yet. hahah~ lamer.. =P i dun like myself for being this way. sigh~

my sis told me not to tell ppl tat i have w-san cos he's not physically here for me. not only her, quite a no. of friends [who knew about him] told me the same thing too. but i think it's not a good idea cos like kinda 'betraying' him.. and there's always a fear tat he might be attached over there, without telling me.. sigh~!!! love sux!! agree not? haha~ >=)

oh my~ i really like ou de yang sia!! his voice is so~~ sweet and so comfortable to the ear! and the songs he sang.. aw~ so poor thing.. the gers he like are leaving him.. dun know really got these type of ppl around in real life. opps~ just remembered tat i have a ger-friend who's like this.. hahaha~ ger!! cheer up ba!! the ONE will come de! or else, we two continue our plan, become les ba!! lolz~!! hahahahaha~ >=D joking nia ah.. dun take it seriously.. haha~ =)

oh yea~ yesterday watched amazing race. den got one model couple who are looking for some envelope to continus the race. the guy nearly give up, den suddenly, he said to the ger: 'do you think i should pray?' den the ger replied: 'ya. pray out loud.' and so, he prayed. just wat? after the second or third line of the prayer, he found it!! miricle!! hahaha~ den he laughed, like cannot believe this. and the ger like not shock at all [think she expected tat to happen]. den of cos, he didn't forget to give thanks to God. hahaha~ see? =) prayer works!! to ppl out there who happen to see this espoide, God's showing you this magic or power of prayer.

'seek and ye shall find, ask and ye shall receive' from the song, seek ye first.
*ps: this song ah.. whenever i sing it in sec sch, i always lost my voice cos the pitch very high!! but the lyrics very de nice!! hahahaha~ God bless those who felt lost and may He provide you with answer tat you're looking for. hee~ =)

-ah_xun faced death at 10:38 AM

Monday, February 21, 2005

21st february: today is the final practice for cpr.. if i fail again, i will.. i will.. ah~~ i will go mad!! ah!!! >=( very wat de le~ think me got no talent in this type of thing.. haha~ i tired for 4 times le le, still cannot pass. =P anyway, hope tomo can pass this and get over woth it rather tat keep thinking tat, "if i pass, if only i pass.. blah~" may God bless my day to be an enjoyable one! so far, so good!! hahaaha~ =)

-ah_xun faced death at 1:45 PM

Thursday, February 17, 2005

17th feb: new year sucks as usual.. no one came to vist except my father's siblings, namely my uncle and aunties. sigh~ good in the sense tat i have 2 days off from school, off from having to spend one hour to reach school, off from having to listen to those boring lectures saying their boring-and-hard-to-understand stuff [refering to hs 2035], off from seeing my friends who i dun wanna see =P, off from having to spend money on the food tat i have to eat just to stop my hunger [ps. the food not tasty de!!], off from.. ah~~ a lot of things la.. hahha~ =P

anyway, all these are last week stuff. this week nothing really special happen.. stop here ba.. hahaha~ lame la!!

-ah_xun faced death at 7:44 PM

Monday, February 07, 2005

7th february : only slept for 4 hours plus.. sigh~ now got sleepy eyes le.. O_o!! anyway.. quite enjoyed today though still have a long way to go till the end of the day [ending at 7pm sia!! so evil.. sigh~ =3]

yesterday was fun! i occupied the com for the whole day sia.. hahah~ bro and sis wan to play but i dun let them.. hee~ >=) bad bad sis~ anyway, my 'one-million-np plan' is going on smoothly.. now got 900,000 + np liao.. hahahaha~ >=D this proved tat if i dun wan to spend money.. shi ke yi di!! heh heh heh~!! lolz~ =) saw a lot of things tat i wanna buy for my pets but cos i intend to reach tat target before thursday, so have to 'restrain' my fingers sia!! how can a woman not spend money.. especially on the things they like!! lolz~ kidding la.. haha~ well, all the best to my saving plan ba~ have to continue today also. hee~

wang xiao yen, also known as xiao yang or xiao [first tone] yen [names given by our part-time lecturer], nearly chopped me into pieces today.. haha~ cos i kept pulling her pony tail!! lolz~ very fun la.. at least to me. dunno why today quite high [lucky not till LT's standard.. no offense ah~ haha~ =)] den just now, the 'supposed' very handsome physco teacher, mr. ong.. is not handsome at all lor!! hui ying and shu hong cheated us~!! ah~~ waste my time nia.. i mean waste my time to keep on wondering how 'handsome' he is.. haha~ the best part is his teaching style.. so boring lor~!!!! he speak so soft, sit on he table somemore~! den can tell tat quite a lot of my friends dun reall like him.. sigh~ first impression of his is 'mati' liao~

lolz~ just remember something tat happen during my attachment. tat time, i supposed to give oral gargle to my clients. den there happen to have one malay client who only understands malay and [maybe] a little bit of english. she told me some stuff tat i dun understand, but just when i was going to get help, she said 'como' [sounds like tat la]. the best part is i heard 'commode' [a chair with wheels and a hole in the centre, usually for use in toilet]. so i brought her to the toilet, when suddenly, she said something in malay again. den i called my malay friend for help. here comes the funny part, she told me tat my client wanted to rinse her mouth, not to go to the toilet!! ah~~ lolz~

very funny sia~ think i'll neva forget this part of my attachment.. now den i know the importance of communication. lucky now is only a small, harmless mistake. can't imagaine if i did something terrible cos of communication error.. have to learn malay liao.. T_T

-ah_xun faced death at 1:30 PM

Tuesday, February 01, 2005

1st february : my head pain~ ah~~ somemore today end class at 8pm. sigh~

dun know wat i really wan in life sia.. anything tat i'm blessed with, i'm not happy or should i say, not appreciating them.. =P dun like tat feeling, but at the same time, i can't do anything to change it.. sigh~ how i hope tat God cn take me to heaven soon.. =P aiya.. i know i know.. cannot ask for these ask if things de.. but i'm very sick, very tired, very irritated, very disgusted by life. too bad can't end it.. sigh~

-ah_xun faced death at 5:20 PM