Death seeks me please...

Sunday, April 24, 2005

23rd april: today's my birthday. glad tat quite a lot of ppl still remembered tat i existed in this world. lolz~ ^^ went out with violet, angie and jing tzy to sungei buloh. hahaha~ all of us got frights from the sudden entry of the monitor lizards [though most of them are pretty small, around 1m in average]. especially angie, who screamed so loud tat i thought it's crocodile tat she saw. lolz~!! =D anyway, we quite enjoy the scenery there. the images of the clouds on the water was like.. 'awww.. so peaceful..' haha~ ^^

oh ya, before we reached tat place, i got a surprise call from liam. lolz!! i was glad to hear tat his voice was quite pleasant to hear. always thought tat he had deep voice.. [no offense ah liam.. lolz~] =P after the call, violet they all were like, grinning at me.. sigh~ forgot how i reacted to them le, but i knew it wasn't natural. hee~ =)

den we went to changi airport for lunch. oh yea, we booked a taxi there. the journey was smooth and comfortable [maybe cos we took comfort cab.. lolz~] me and violet talked all the way there, most of the topic we touched on was about band. hmm, neva thought tat we had so much to talk about it, but we did it. heh~ =)

we ate dim sum at crystal jade resturant with adeline. first time eating it, and i loved it!! hahaha~ we can't finish the food in the end, so 'de bao' home.. den we go tm shopped for awhile before going home.

anyway, at home, i had my cake cut only at 9pm plus [cos parents went to work first]. the cake was super nice!! strawberry flavour. think it costed 50 plus bucks!! hahaha~ first time eat so expensive de birthday cake. hahaha~ very touched.. ^^

overall, i enjoyed my birthday. thank God for blessing it to be enjoyable. thank God, too, for blessing the weather with no rain. hahaha~ really Lord. thanks for all the things You've blessed me with [presents included]. lolz~ =D

24th april: today just went into friendster. so many ppl sent me testimonials and msgs to wish me 'happy birthday'. haha~ very touched, esp. when i saw barat's [lolz~ forgot how to spell his name..] msg. and i received lots of sms from my secondary school friends, like cat and jolyn. and even my primary school friends, like huayping! hahahaha~ tell you the truth, i really didn't expect some of the people to remember my birthday, like jackson and liam. really.. people who wished me 'happy birthday', verna's here.. truly am touched. thank you, God!! for bringing these people into my life. bless them o'Lord!! thank you!! =)

-ah_xun faced death at 10:12 PM

Sunday, April 17, 2005

17th april: sigh.. tat dorris.. neva tell us the exact timing for tomo.. anyway, verna's not a very good ger today =P

-ah_xun faced death at 5:24 PM

Friday, April 15, 2005

15th april: now in school. just printed out the stuff i wanted. think got around 100 over pieces.. lolz~ the people behind me were like.. >_<, when's she's ending, wa.. print so much.. lolz~

anyway, yesterday played utopia. first time killed people sia!! but wasted a lot of runes and costed my 2 wizards' life when the spell failed.. lolz~ *sigh* =3 but my kingdom's people very nice! i'm glad tat the computer, or should i thank God for it, for placing me in this kingdom. hee~ and yesterday got no mood to study at all!! sigh~ so should be studying when i reached home ba. hee~ =)

-ah_xun faced death at 10:33 AM

Tuesday, April 12, 2005

12th april: verna is a good ger today. she studied from morning 9 plus, to afternoon 12pm. also, she helped her mother to do housework [plz.. this is not expected from her, maybe a little..]! then she companied her elder sis to tampines mall, where she was misunderstood by a passerby for being a twin of her sis. they went to buy rubber bands [she had 3 and her sis 5]. and most importantly, she bought her first discman! well, she was overjoyed cos she always wanted to buy it, since the first discman her sis had. anyway, when her younger sis came back home, verna and her started to examine it. after a 15-min experimentation, they knew how to operate it! thank God [cos verna's someone with little patience]!! so thought that she would be the first person to use it, but to her surprise, it's her younger sis who's using it now.

haha~ purposely write this to let my sis see de.. lolz~ ^^ anyway, nothing much was done today!! but i enjoyed it. hee~

i dun like guys who are not gentlemen, a fat liar, and most importantly, someone who's selfish!

-ah_xun faced death at 7:54 PM

Saturday, April 09, 2005

9th april: today went out with becca, adeline, jing tzy and violet. thought it won't be fun at first cos it's a odd-numbered group. but thank God for blessing us, we enjoyed it!! haha~ =D we went to tampines mall to watch 'the pacifier', staring vin desel. it's a comdey, and we started laughing 5 minutes after the show started. lolz~ long time neva watch a show tat can make me laughed full-heartedly le.. so i enjoyed it. hee~ think the rest of my friends did too cos after tat, there were grins and giggles among them when we talked about it. nice show, so ppl!! go and watch if you have the time!! =)

supposed to go for attachment next week, but it was cancelled due to the >vre<. sigh~ thought can enjoy my birthday in peace de [cos my attachment supposed to end on the day before it], but now, attachment replaced during my study week.. sigh~!!! tat dorris sux!!!!!! =P

hope i can enjoy my birthday this year.. feel like wanting to make a change about my appearance this year.. hee~ ^^

-ah_xun faced death at 9:00 PM

Monday, April 04, 2005

4th april: ok.. this's the last post for today. now in school waiting for friend.. only three people in the whole computer lab. haha~ =) anyway, today's paper was quite easy. at least the questions were very direct. it's just either you know or you dun.. i'm glad tat i have studied and prayed before the paper.. hee~

after the paper, my favourite psychology lecturer, mr. thomas sim, told us a terrible news.. he's resigning. friday will be his last day in school.. sigh~ why?! he's nice and funny.. very patient and knowledgeable. at least i understood his lessons quite well [too bad neva get a.. sigh~], a lot of people complain tat they dun understand him at all.. well, i think it's their fault, cos whenever he stared his lesson, there bound to be people who were so~~~ inconsiderate [talking in class]. they talked so loud, of course some of us can't hear him, and those who talked, said they dun understand after the lecture. wa liao! so stupid!! of course dun understand la! dun even listen in class.. sigh~ >_ ok.. tat's the past.. at least some of them retained in year one now.. lolz~ [so, so, so bad me.. hee~ >=D]

now.. for the past few days, things haven't been going smoothly. a lot of things happened around my friends. they got family problems and peers' too. sigh~ as for myself, i'm just having quick temper recently.. [think coming le ba.. lolz~] anyway, sgh having some spread of bacteria which might affect my attachment next week.. sigh~!! if the bacteria keep spreading, next week, me and my classmates, going to sgh for attachment, no need to go le. it supposed to be a good thing.. but! i'll have a week lesser holiday and an extra week of attachment during the holidays!! no!! it can't be!! ah!!

hmmm.. for the presentation in the morning, tat andy gonna give us b- to c+, he said tat it varied between individuals. guessed wat? i'll be tat person with c+. wanna know the reason? [even if you dun wan, i'm still saying.. lolz~] ok.. firstly, i dun have eye contact throughout [cos i very sianz and dun know wat i'm presenting]. secondly, i can't figure wat's tat 2 words tat my friend wrote for me, and she actually came out to the front and helped me read my script! ah~ this's the part tat i'm angry about.. [cos tat andy said something like, you need to prepare your own work]. of course i know tat i had to prepare my own work, but i was doing research for the part tat shuhong was presenting. and in the end, i was given another part tat was not familiar to me, and i only know wat i'll present 5 min before the start! ah~!! >=( thirdly, the role play [script written by me, with ideas mostly mine]. althea was so nervous tat she missed a lot of stuff tat she supposed to do! ah! disaster sia! i wasn't happy about it cos in the end, nothing was said tat i was the 'one' who wrote the script! no credit = low marks! very angry lor!

anyway.. i always got a feeling tat he dun like me, cos during discussion with him, he neva lay an eye on me before. ok.. i know tat i'm not pretty, but please! at least show respect to your students and let us feel tat we are, indeed~, doing a discussion with you! not standing in your office, looking at you and my team mates having good time chatting. sigh~ sigh~ sigh~

-ah_xun faced death at 7:48 PM

4th april: ok.. now i'm more calm.. just now just vented my anger, so ppl! dun be shocked.. haha~ =) and dun even try to make me mad cos i can really come up with nasty things tat you neva thought that that actually come out of my mouth.. hee~ >=D anyway, today have psycho test at 6pm. oh ya.. just now tat presentation is psycho one.. sigh~ PSYCHO sux! and likewise for tat stupid andy ong. think after the test, i won't step into his class anymore le. =P yea.. maybe i won't.. good point to ponder for tomo.. hee~ >_^ today waiting for violet till 8pm, so maybe i'll update wat happen to me for the past few days ba.. now need to study for tat stupid topic!! sigh~

-ah_xun faced death at 1:13 PM

4h april: it's not like the usual suxy day.. today just sux!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! presentation just now is a disaster!!! my group mates sux too!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! angry with them now.. esp. for a few. sigh~ i feel that i did the most things, but GOD knows why!!!!!! the presentation sux la!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

-ah_xun faced death at 12:49 PM