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Tuesday, August 30, 2005

30th august: i'm enjoying my one week holiday at the time being, but today need to go to school for project discussion. so sianz sia!

anyway, my neoquest will be completed by tomo!! heh~ power rite? hahahaah~ =) started playing.. i think.. since the beginning of the year ba. so long liao le. no time to continue to play until now.. also no mood to play la.. ahaha~ yesterday played for very long hours, from morning 11:30 am to 11:00 pm. oh ya.. for your information, the day before yesterday, i played for 8:30 am to 3:10 am. haha.. very game manic..

so far so good! had been enjoying the long hours of sleep, and having fun with my dear neopets. nowadays neva play priston tale le. cos a little sick of it. wow.. i just noticed how 'san fen zhong re duo' i am. but i dun care.. haha~

oh ya.. recently i watched some show on arts central. the first one is 'child of our time 2000'. it's very interesting and educative for a parent-to-be. bascially i watched it cos if i ever get pregnant [tat's if i got married also la.. =P], at least i know how to behave myself so tat i can have a clever and obedient child next time. so far so good. i watched it with my siblings, so far all of them liked the show as i do. haha.. =)

also, there's another show rite after it. it's an anmie, called 'peacemaker kurgane'. wa!!! tell you all ah.. it's the second time i watched and followed a animated series. the first one was 'digimon version 1'. tell you all.. i fell in love with souji okita in tat show.. ahhahaa~ >=D he's so~~ sweet and cute!! and cheerful too! oh ya.. he's gentle too! er.. maybe a little too gentle le [a little sissy la..] =P at first i thought he's O+, until i looked down, and noticed a flat chest. den i knew tat he's <-O.

dun like him at first cos, really!!, very sissy/girly, especially when he's with hijikama [i think it's spelt like tat ba.. haha..]. the way he talked to people also like tat.. a little whiny. but after 2 episoides, i started to like.. no no.. it's LOVE him. hahahaha~!!! like 'siao' of him already la.. lolz.. he's really very nice.. especially.. when tetsu is down, he's always there for him. very nice friend rite? =)

from him, i somehow see tat, sometimes, a little sissy guy can be real 'nice'. hahaha.. but i dun like sissy guy in real life!! =P haha.. contradicting sia. oh yea.. i just noticed tat my blog is full of 'singlish' sia.. haha.. pai sei.. opps! lolz.. =)

-ah_xun faced death at 10:07 AM

Monday, August 22, 2005

22nd august: today is a cool day. not a bad day to start with. wake up at 5 plus am this morning.. now pretty tired [cos slept quite late.. at around 1 or 2 plus ba..] sigh~ think i'm suffering from sleeping disorder. nowadays kept having nightmares. all about zombies one somemore. haha~ maybe cos too excited, wanna watch 'the land of the dead' ba.. =P

watever is the cause, i couldn't get to sleep like usual. heh.. dunno why also. stressed ma? dun think so leh. projects like over le, quite carefree at home too. watever.. lolz~

yesterday, me and jolyn talked about peer problems. i thought i was the only one who would be irritated very easily by people who wanna put me down, or let me feel tat i'm more inferior than her. but thank God! He sent jolyn to talk to me, to tell me tat it's human nature (?). hahaha~ den i remembered we said tat it's sinful, either way la [as in, puting ppl down or being angry with the offender].

bible always say 'to forgive and forget'. easy say than do! ah~~ =( so hard.. but i wanna be someone who God will praise. lolz~ dun even know wat i writing.. thin too tired le ba.. hahahaha =)

-ah_xun faced death at 11:22 AM

Friday, August 19, 2005

19th august: very long neva update my blog le.. think it's going to be dead soon.. haha~ so sad. dun even have time to update it regularly.. =P anyway, tamogotchi.. my tamogotchi is 2 months old!! wow~!! neva thought tat i'll play it till so long!! haha~ it's the tenth generation already, and guess wat? it's the first time i named my pet with a human name.. haha~ [cos i named the previous with things related to nature, like rain, wind, stone.. blah~ blah~] i named him.. yea.. him.. <-O lolz~

issac. tat's the name. nice rite? haha~ and issac had been a very good boy. neva got poison except during infantile. hee~ and issac neva make much noises too!! hahahaha~ very guai. =) tat name suddenly pop up in my heart after i read the bible. so.. he's special. =)

by the way, today got post-operative presentation. dun think tat we will be doing well, so i neva prepare much. haha~ just hope tat things will go on smoothly. oh ya!! just wanna share about a paragraph in the bible. here goes:

'Love is patient and kind. It is not jealous, not concited and proud. Love is not ill-mannered, not selfish, not irritable. It does not have a record of wrongs. Love is unhappy with evil, but happy with the truth.' [i cor 13:4-6]

i love tat paragraph!! very nice sia!! ahahha~ actually still got somemore de, but forgot le. heh~ =P so people, read tat whole chapter. very nice for it touches my heart. =) ok la. dun feel like writing le. may Father bless all who passby this blog.. lolz~

-ah_xun faced death at 12:50 PM

Thursday, August 04, 2005

4th august: long time no update blog.. haha~ pai sei sia! >_O anyway.. so many things happened unto me recently. my practical and theory for hs 2054 is over, my first project presentation is over, my first time got drenched on my way home [ i meant it.. dreached!! inside out.. lolz~], my baptisim class is over, i bapitzed at last, neva been to church for 4 weeks le..

wa.. really many many things happened. dun know which one to talk about today. shall i talked about the practical test? ok ba. ^^ tat day was 1st august. i was so frightened of the test tat i couldn't sleep the nite before, and the best part.. i suffered consitpation. lolz~!! =) when i reached school [at 7:30am], i was the first to reach. so i sat down and waited for my friends' arrival. but guessed wat? none of those familiar faces arrived until 7:50am!! btw, exam starts at 8 am. wa!! i was so scared sia!! thought i came wrong time! haha~ >_^!!

me and my classmate thought tat we were the first two to go in, but dunno why, other group's people went in first. at tat time, then we knew tat they go according to our tutorial group [i'm 6]. and the best part, the other groups with us were group 1 and 3. lolz!! =D so funny sia!! we were like stunt! why the heck did we came so early for?! ahaha~ ^^

while waiting for our turn, i got stomache. when it was soon my turn, i couldn't take it anymore, i rushed to the toilet to do 'something'. the funny part: it just won't come out! lolz!! >=D so angry, but felt like crying too.. [cos tummy really pain]. den i strated praying in the toilet. i said, 'Father, please grant me with the peace in my heart, peace in my mind..' and guessed wat?

lolz~ it came out!! hahahaha~ >_^V so happy sia!! haha~ but really thank God. if not for Him, i might fail my test. He calmed me down and blessed me with a powerful, kind assessor. hahaha~ thank God again!! =)

-ah_xun faced death at 10:32 PM