In Death I See Life
In Life I See Death
The Sweet Relief That I Long
The Hush Of Whispering wings
Have come to Take Me
Away, away

me
they call me verna
i have lived for 21 years
my favourite thing is emptiness
what i want most is happiness
i want to be remembered by God
i love my dead dog the most

friends?
[x].stephine.
[x]~jolyn~
[x].kavi.
[x]~shikin~
[x].catherine.
[x]~shuhong~
[x].joanna.
[x]~josephine~
[x].beiyi.
[x]~lorraine~
[x].shuping.

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Monday, October 18, 2004
18th october : today woke up at 0130 this morning, keep on having 'break-up sleep' [waking up every 5 minutes!! =(], all the way till 0900.. sigh~ dun know why like that le.. maybe cos yesterday had a heavy dinner [i ate 3-4 slices of large pizza and 1 piece of garlic bread.. lolz..] ba.. aiyo~

anyway, now having break, for the next 5 hours le!! humph.. must go complain to the module coordinator liao.. nah~ just kidding la~ haha.. i so kind one.. won't complain.. lolz.. >=D well~ did nothing much so far. i had my breakfast at home-- majo 10 mee [with 420 calories.. lolz], 2 bottles of yakult, 2 slices of pear.. wa~ eat so much sia!! by the way, i'm on diet now.. people who know me hor [esp. jolyn], please kindly dun tempt me with those delicious food.. thanks a lot ah.. =D

ok.. let's see.. yesterday spent nearly the whole day on computer [namely friendster again]. i wrote some testimonials for my friends again.. den up-dated some photos.. lolz.. got my ideal bf sia~ hahaha.. =D can go see see.. hee~ but rather disappointed, cos liam liam didn't send me a msg.. sigh~ [!!!] dun tell me i really like him ah?? ~O_o~ lolz.. come to think of it, it's quite a miracle how we met.. i still remember we met in the secret frog swamp of fairyland.. haha.. both of us were looking for white tiger skin, and i think he found it first.. den i was disappointed, but he stayed with me to find it. or is it the other way round? i found it first, den i stayed with him to look for it.. lolz.. senile liao la~!! my dendrites are decreasing liao~!! ah~~ but in the end, both of us found it. hahaha.. and we completed the quest together.. hee~ so nice.. =)

hey.. when did my blog sounds more and more like my love life sia? hahaha.. anyway, i'm having pyschology exam this thursday. studied laio.. but dun know got remember or not. hahahaah~ =D ok la.. got to go liao~ need to think of other things to do.. hahaah..

Father Lord, please bless everyone who is important to me. protect them from all evil and any accidents tat will cause harm to them. Father God, please continue to guide me.. please place Your hand on me, lead me away from any forms of temptation and the evil one.. Father.. please have mercy unto me. forgive me for anything that i have done to hurt anyone, and even You.. may i pray fro all these things in Jesus' name. Amen.

-ah_xun faced death at 1:33 PM

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Sunday, October 17, 2004
17th october : today gonna study my physco.. sianz ah!!! >=( i dun wanna touch it le~ aiyo~ but anyway.. 3 weeks later.. i'll be happier.. cos end exam.. haha~ but the thought of studying now hor.. sigh~!!!!

today wrote some testimonials for my friends.. haha~ so long neva see them liao.. dun know whether they are fine or not.. dunno why.. nowadays keep on going to friendster. maybe cos class bbq coming ba~ need to remember how they look like.. lolz..

guess wat? even my father also worried about me.. yesterday, he came to my room.. just to ask me : you got any boyfriend not? hahahah.. i nearly fall down from my bed sia~! lolz.. i really so pathetic meh??!! sigh~ Father Lord.. please help me!!! >=S

-ah_xun faced death at 1:32 PM

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Saturday, October 16, 2004
16th october : well~ i finished my new book [the da vinci code] at last!! haha.. so happy.. took me quite some time to finish it [around 1 week??] haha~ so now can focus on studies liao.. =) anyway, found my long lost friend's blog. really must thank God!! i have been looking for it for quite some time.. ahahaha~ anyway, today did nothing much except browsing around friendster for like, 3 hours? den did my project slides.. no speech yet~ and now writing this blog.. hahaha~

by the way.. yesterday's singapore idol.. jerry was out at last!! but dunno why.. i can't smile after they showed the video on him.. so sad sia.. come to think of it.. actually i really like the first song he sang, the leader of the band, i thinked.. sigh~ hope out of the competition, he'll be fine!! God bless and be with ya, jerry!! =)

today got lose my temper when i was locked out of my house.. while i went to find my siblings for the key, i was feeling ironic.. my family have 7 members.. but no one to open the door for me..

sigh.. anyway.. today is a great day spent!! =D thanks Lord!!

-ah_xun faced death at 9:39 PM

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Friday, October 15, 2004
15th october : today i had my breakfast with 2 of my china classmates. dunno why.. all of a sudden, we are talking of our family. one of my friend shared that the first time she left china, her mother and elder sis cried.. den the funniest thing is that when they are younger, she and her sis alway quarrel over even minor things.. haha =D [like my family sia] anyway, she said that nowadays when she returns to china, her sis will always go to the airport to fetch her.. and when she leaves, her sis will send her all the way to the airport.. so nice sia~ =) the best part is that they didn't quarrel at all during her stay in china..

it's interesting how our relationship with people are.. one minute foe, another minute friend. hahaha~ =D come to think of it, if only we are able to 'ren' (bear) that moment before we explode or voice out our displeasure with that person, we might be good friends with a lot of people.. hahaha..

anyway, i think i was the on who brought up the topic of family during our meal.. cos today i quarreled with my mother over a lost skirt. haha.. now come to think of it, it was really stupid.. well~ Father Lord.. please give the strenght to treasure my family and the bond with anyone..

-ah_xun faced death at 9:44 AM

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Thursday, October 14, 2004
14th october : today ending school at 6 pm!! hahaha.. thank God sia~ supposed to end at 7pm one.. but the bio teacher let us off.. hee~ =D anyway, today i was called out to do some demostration on bottle feeding. Joanne 'sabo' me!! she called me out. luckily i got listen in her talk.. so everything went on smoothly.. haha.. but i felt quite 'forced' to do the demostration.. cos she like already wanted to call my name at the frist place.. sigh~ anyway, hope today end fast and well!! =D

lol.. no mood to write la.. joyn if you happen to see this.. sorry!! =P

-ah_xun faced death at 2:48 PM

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Wednesday, October 13, 2004
13th october : is it me or wat?? i'm been feeling very cold for the past three days [only in the morning] sigh~ an feeling very very de hot at nite!! >=( hmm.. weird..

anyway, today came to sch with kavi. half way down the road, we ran out of topic. hahaha~ if jolyn was here, i think the three of us will be staring at each other and laughed.. too bad~ hope she's having fun there.. =) God.. please be with her, stay with her as always..

dunno why.. i'm looking forward to receiving sms from V-san and keen to get msg from liam liam.. wat a flirt i am!! ah~ i dun like it this way!! God please help me!! pease only bring -one- soulmate to me.. the perfect one who suits me well.. hahha.. =P anyway.. nothing much to wrie today.. so that's all ba.. hahaha..

Lord Father, please continue to guide me.. please help me with every words that i'll be using. please let me use word that are truthful and Lord, please help me not to cause any pain onto anyone by my language.. thanks Lord!! may i pray for all these things in Jesus' name.. Amen!! =D



-ah_xun faced death at 10:34 AM

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Tuesday, October 12, 2004
12th october : sigh~ got three guys at the back of me now.. irritating.. haha.. if they can see me typing this even better.. hee~ anyway, nothing much happen today.. just had my lunch.. very bloated.. heh.. well.. miss liam sia.. doubt anyone know who i'm talking about.. even violet and foong cui dun know about him.. hahaha..

-ah_xun faced death at 1:26 PM

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Monday, October 11, 2004
11th october : i strongly think that i canot take cold.. i was in this air-corn room for the past 3 hours.. and i'm freezing~!! haha.. just noticed that my language used for the title isn't very nice.. my apology~ =P anyway, today did nothing much.. woke up at 8 something, read a little on the new book that i had bought [the da vinci code -- got forced by violet to buy it.. haha], bathed, find my clothes to go poly with [disaster sia.. dunno why most of my clothes disappeared.. so wear a t-shirt, jeans and sandals out.. very causal.. haha =D], go sch, reached sch in 1 hour's time.. den bio lecture, break for 5 hours.. [which is still now.. haha..] den later got clinical lab till 8 pm.. sigh~ and guess what?? i forgot to eat breakfast.. and dun feel like eating lunch now [cos no one to company.. =(].. but i'm not hungry.. haha.. V^_^] *victory sign* maybe will slim down a little ba?? haha.. for the time being only..

well well~ just read the lastest update of naruto.. haha.. sasuke won!! i knew it!! i always believe that he's stronger than naruto!! =D but sad part is that he had to leave his village cos he nearly killed naruto. i like the ending when sasuke walked into the darkness and disappeared, naruto, on the other hand, was waken up by the sunlight.. isn't this contrast interesting? haha.. and i always got a feeling that if sasuke stick with naruto, he'll neva 'grow up' or should i say that he'll neva become stronger. the reason is simple.. cos naruto seems to have all the luck in this world!! so unfair.. but he's the main character.. so i can't say anything much~ sigh~

from this comic.. i learnt that sometime one need to be independent to be more mature.. or can grow up faster ba.. if i'm left alone for the next 10 years of my life, i believe that i'll be able to perform tasks [such as self-care] better, but will be less sociable ba.. sigh~ to be independent or not to be? that is the question.. hahaa..

-ah_xun faced death at 4:37 PM

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11th october : i had been having attachment for the past 2 weeks.. aww~ my feet hurt after that.. but now feeling better cos can wear a more comfortable pair of shoes.. haha.. anyway, i had quite a lot of fun during attachment. i knew a few new friends and built a better rapport with the old ones.. but one sad thing is that, my friend -- jolyn, will be out for attachment for the next 2 weeks.. sigh~ couldn't see her for 1 whole month sia~ =( but anyway, hope you have fun in your ward, jolyn!! can call me if you're free.. haha.. take care and God bless you!! =D

oh ya!! david yeo is out of singapore idol!! ah!! how can that be??!! i so shocked to hear that news.. and thought that my sis was playing a trick on me [my work ended at 9pm that day].. so sad~!! sigh~ if i knew.. i would have voted more on david than sly.. sigh sigh sigh~ but david is a good singer.. one of the best singers i had ever heard of.. sigh~ maybe that night was not his night.. i saw the recap.. his section was yucky!! he was singing some 'no,no.no' thingy.. think he chose the wrong song ba.. aiyo~!!!

anyway.. may God bless them.. esp. those who are out liao.. keep them cheered up and please Father.. may this competition be fair. let those with real talents stay and those who dun, leave.. lolz.. i like very bad le.. anyway.. Lord, please continue to guide them and keep them safe from all accidents. Amen.

-ah_xun faced death at 2:16 PM

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