In Death I See Life
In Life I See Death
The Sweet Relief That I Long
The Hush Of Whispering wings
Have come to Take Me
Away, away

me
they call me verna
i have lived for 21 years
my favourite thing is emptiness
what i want most is happiness
i want to be remembered by God
i love my dead dog the most

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[x]~jolyn~
[x].kavi.
[x]~shikin~
[x].catherine.
[x]~shuhong~
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[x].beiyi.
[x]~lorraine~
[x].shuping.

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Tuesday, October 18, 2005
18th october: another day in school. soon, the first semester will be over le..hahah~ at last [cos i wan holiday!!].. lolz~ crazy le.. it's like so 'very de fast'!! time passes by without me knowing it did. exam next week, but i just started on one topic, and tat module haven't even finished yet.. =P

today came to school with my 'SCA' friend [doubt you all know the meaning.. lolz~]. we had a pleasant bus ride to school, like usual, talking all the way [haha.. sometime i really wonder, where does women find the energy and inspirations to talk]. den, we came to talk about a friend.. a secondary school friend whom i'm really disappointed with. she changed a lot, at least more 'ai mei' [likes to doll up, or vain if you prefer]. cannot stand her so-called 'act cute' behaviour, her 'whiny' voice, her 'i-dun-wanna-lose-to-you' attitude.. blah~ blah~ >=( pretty sad tat we hardly communicate anymore cos we used to be, wat others see us to be, very good friend. sigh~ =3 poly life really can change someone's personality 360 degrees.

den i ask my 'SCA' friend, 'am i backstabbing her?' her reply was, 'a bit.' frankly speaking.. i know it's not just 'a bit', but 'you are'. i couldn't.. vent out [?] my displeasure on her directly [cos she got a lot of friends. if i did, they all will think tat i'm the bad guy.. lolz~ preharps i am~ the bad one.. =P], and i told her before about 'why i dun like you' topic for like.. twice? i know she still remember, but she dun really care? hmm.. dunno la. wait till exam over, den i will tell her again.

i missed liam.. weird to say so rite? this type of thing.. when you have it, you dun treasure. once you lose it, you start to cry.. sigh =3 life so weird! till now.. 19 le.. still dun understand wat's life truly is. i dun have a goal in life. only know tat when my time is up, it's time to enjoy another life.. this time, the time will not, neva will, be up. hahahaha~ =) a promise made by God >_^ [ps.. *salvation*!!]

i miss the time when we used to chat in fairyland, chat through friendster, through messenger and now.. through handphone. dunno when.. will we.. be chatting.. face to face! hahaha~ think tat moment may be the most memorable de ba. the first guy to ***.. lolz~ [not saying!! =P]

anyway, about the friends in the previous two entries, we are stilll having cold war. 3 days le. like wat i say, unless she talked to me, i won't speak, even a 'hello' to her. hoohooho~ >=) very bad rite? hopefully can talk agian, cos exam's coming [somehow will stress me a little.. lolz~]

-ah_xun faced death at 12:06 PM

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