In Death I See Life
In Life I See Death
The Sweet Relief That I Long
The Hush Of Whispering wings
Have come to Take Me
Away, away

me
they call me verna
i have lived for 21 years
my favourite thing is emptiness
what i want most is happiness
i want to be remembered by God
i love my dead dog the most

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[x].stephine.
[x]~jolyn~
[x].kavi.
[x]~shikin~
[x].catherine.
[x]~shuhong~
[x].joanna.
[x]~josephine~
[x].beiyi.
[x]~lorraine~
[x].shuping.

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Monday, July 04, 2005
4th july: school starts today. i just had my breakfast-cum-lunch. now sitting in the e plaza, updating this bloggie. =) felt so strange to come to school today. nearly cannot wake up [cos used to waking up at 9am.. ahaha~ and today need to reach school by 8am]. nothing much changed in the school. except tat there are new faces tat i neva see before.

anyway, i baptised yesterday! praise the LORD!! =) but felt quite sad cos while we were sitting down there [oh ya.. me baptised with my other friend], the host said something like, 'now the one to baptise is blah~blah~blah~. can her supporters please wave their hands?' i felt sad. cos my family members dun encourage me to baptise at all. but luckily got my friend's mother. she came to support her daughter, but i doubt tat any of them knew tat i felt good to see her. haha~ preharps God wan me to feel good ba.. dunno la.. hahahaha..

when i reached home, mother knew about it. she screamed at me. but i didn't rebuke her. after a while, she left me alone. but sad.. cos my father still thought tat i haven't baptise. den he came to tell me a lot of things tat make me felt weird. anyway, we ended there. i dun feel like telling them anything about how i feel. sigh~

dunno why, i felt tat me and my family members dun unite now. i mean, i felt tat we think and see differently [especially with my parents]. i felt depressed when my dad told me tat i dun have to go home after i baptised. but i truly trust tat Jesus Christ existed. He is brought back to life after 3 days of his death. i believe, too, tat there's a Father, a God, a Lord who created us, love us and care for us with all His heart. i believe tat Father is there. tat He's always availble to hear us, to provide for us, to love us, to care for us. i really love this Father!! and so, i love His Son, Jesus Christ too!!

the paster who prayed for me, told me tat 'the Lord knows. He will give you what you want if you remain as a faithful Christian.' i believed and i prayed. i think i know wat i want. thank God for assuring me tat You will keep Your promise to me. Amen!!

-ah_xun faced death at 10:40 AM

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