Death seeks me please...

Sunday, May 29, 2005

29th may: i remembered yesterday tat i mentioned to go to church for recharging. well, apparently, i'm recharged spiritually and mentally! haha~ and actually learnt a few things about God's work. just wanna share a few things tat i remembered..

the speaker for today was called edward pousson. a very well-learnt speaker who really brought the point out to convience people. well, i think it's God at work. anyway, he shared with us acts 16:6-40. a long passage, but lots of meaningful things to learn. he said tat whenever we felt tat our plans dun turn out as it is, and actually seems like forcing us to turn to the some other directions, it may be the work of the devil, but may be the work of God too [pretty profound for me to unnderstand btw..]. he started telling us about his encounter about tat, and wat's the outcome. i remembered he said tat to live in God's way, you need to be prosecuted [there's a verse in the bible tat said so, can't remember where is it.. haha~]. count it as a blessing for you are following God's word.

then soon, we ended in prayer. he said, 'those who felt tat the plans in your life are disturbed, raise your hand'. i did. then he said, 'those who feels more encouraged [or something like tat..], raise your hand'. i did. but when he said, 'those who felt tat you are being prosecuted, raise your hand', i didn't. cos i felt tat i'm not. but dunno why, he didn't wan to end there. he started saying, 'perharps some are too humble to raise your hands, but if you felt any kind of prosecution, any kind. like your parents dun wan you go to go to church [wa.. think you all neva know wat's i'm feeling inside when he said tat], your boss, your friends, or even your drama series tat are stopping you to go near God [sorry, didn't really remembered wat was said, but something like tat], please raise your hands.' i was so shocked tat God really wan me to raise my hand tat much!! lolz~ anyway, i did rose my hand at last, and he said 'thank you. God bless you.' haha~ it's like he's waiting for me to raise my hands! lolz~ =)

anyway, i learnt quite a number of things about God. i hope tat my faith can continue to be strenghten!! haha~ thank God for the heavy rain pour too [i'm like drenched, inside out! lolz~ together with foong cui btw.. haha~] Lord Jesus, thank you for coming into my life and making me who i am today. thank you Lord, for opening my heart to You Lord, or else, i'll neva find tat much of comfort tat i had found since You came. truly Lord, i thank You for dying at my sin. for through Your death, i can go to Father's side. really Lord.. thank You.. =)

-ah_xun faced death at 5:32 PM