In Death I See Life
In Life I See Death
The Sweet Relief That I Long
The Hush Of Whispering wings
Have come to Take Me
Away, away

me
they call me verna
i have lived for 21 years
my favourite thing is emptiness
what i want most is happiness
i want to be remembered by God
i love my dead dog the most

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[x].stephine.
[x]~jolyn~
[x].kavi.
[x]~shikin~
[x].catherine.
[x]~shuhong~
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[x]~josephine~
[x].beiyi.
[x]~lorraine~
[x].shuping.

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Saturday, May 28, 2005
27th may: i think today is, maybe, the best day in the ward. thank God tat the staff are alrite, and the patients too. maybe not for some who scolded me today. i seriously dun think it's my fault! how do i know wat she wanted if she said, 'draw the curtain'. ok.. 'draw curtain' is simple enough to understand. so i drew it all the way to the side. normal people, like me, will do so. who knows, she shouted at me, 'no! dun draw, dun draw!' i was confused at the moment, so i stopped and looked at her. she gave a look tat said: this ger is so stupid!

anyway, she den said [not said, should be shout!], 'half-way only!' so i drew it half-way, and left. but dunno why, she shouted again!! now, she said 'not like tat! half way! more to the side!!'

tell you all.. i nearly screamed at her!! firstly, no clear instructons given. secondly, i'm not your slave!!! thirdly, can you please be polite at least! i know tat you are not feeling alrite, tat's why you are angry. but why do you wan to make other people angry too, just because of you! sigh.. anyway, thank God tat i didn't say any of those to her, or i'll be complained for sure.

28th may: monday is another day in tat dirty, lack-of-friendly-staff, bad-environment and very, very hot ward. how i hope i can escape working in tat ward! ah! so sianz!! =( sigh~ dunno why God wanna send me and my friends there for work. maybe He wanna test my patience, or perharps my faith for Him.. either way, i'm reaching my limit soon i fear.

anyway, today went out with my cousins and sisters to watch the movie 'madagascar'. a movie, indeed, for children. haha~ not tat i dun enjoy it, but the child behind me was like, pulling my hair, kicking my seat, making funny faces at the gap between the two seats, having the father to threaten to bring her home all the while but didn't help much.. blah~ blah~ how can you possibly ask me to enjoy it? i'm someone who need quiet, or maybe at least not too disturbing, atmosphere to concentrate. so, i felt tat i had wasted $9.50 today. sigh~ T_T

need to go to church tomorrow, for recharging. haha~ i felt so drained out working there.. may tomorrow be a God blessed day!!

-ah_xun faced death at 11:21 PM

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