Death seeks me please...

Monday, April 04, 2005

4th april: ok.. this's the last post for today. now in school waiting for friend.. only three people in the whole computer lab. haha~ =) anyway, today's paper was quite easy. at least the questions were very direct. it's just either you know or you dun.. i'm glad tat i have studied and prayed before the paper.. hee~

after the paper, my favourite psychology lecturer, mr. thomas sim, told us a terrible news.. he's resigning. friday will be his last day in school.. sigh~ why?! he's nice and funny.. very patient and knowledgeable. at least i understood his lessons quite well [too bad neva get a.. sigh~], a lot of people complain tat they dun understand him at all.. well, i think it's their fault, cos whenever he stared his lesson, there bound to be people who were so~~~ inconsiderate [talking in class]. they talked so loud, of course some of us can't hear him, and those who talked, said they dun understand after the lecture. wa liao! so stupid!! of course dun understand la! dun even listen in class.. sigh~ >_ ok.. tat's the past.. at least some of them retained in year one now.. lolz~ [so, so, so bad me.. hee~ >=D]

now.. for the past few days, things haven't been going smoothly. a lot of things happened around my friends. they got family problems and peers' too. sigh~ as for myself, i'm just having quick temper recently.. [think coming le ba.. lolz~] anyway, sgh having some spread of bacteria which might affect my attachment next week.. sigh~!! if the bacteria keep spreading, next week, me and my classmates, going to sgh for attachment, no need to go le. it supposed to be a good thing.. but! i'll have a week lesser holiday and an extra week of attachment during the holidays!! no!! it can't be!! ah!!

hmmm.. for the presentation in the morning, tat andy gonna give us b- to c+, he said tat it varied between individuals. guessed wat? i'll be tat person with c+. wanna know the reason? [even if you dun wan, i'm still saying.. lolz~] ok.. firstly, i dun have eye contact throughout [cos i very sianz and dun know wat i'm presenting]. secondly, i can't figure wat's tat 2 words tat my friend wrote for me, and she actually came out to the front and helped me read my script! ah~ this's the part tat i'm angry about.. [cos tat andy said something like, you need to prepare your own work]. of course i know tat i had to prepare my own work, but i was doing research for the part tat shuhong was presenting. and in the end, i was given another part tat was not familiar to me, and i only know wat i'll present 5 min before the start! ah~!! >=( thirdly, the role play [script written by me, with ideas mostly mine]. althea was so nervous tat she missed a lot of stuff tat she supposed to do! ah! disaster sia! i wasn't happy about it cos in the end, nothing was said tat i was the 'one' who wrote the script! no credit = low marks! very angry lor!

anyway.. i always got a feeling tat he dun like me, cos during discussion with him, he neva lay an eye on me before. ok.. i know tat i'm not pretty, but please! at least show respect to your students and let us feel tat we are, indeed~, doing a discussion with you! not standing in your office, looking at you and my team mates having good time chatting. sigh~ sigh~ sigh~

-ah_xun faced death at 7:48 PM