In Death I See Life
In Life I See Death
The Sweet Relief That I Long
The Hush Of Whispering wings
Have come to Take Me
Away, away

me
they call me verna
i have lived for 21 years
my favourite thing is emptiness
what i want most is happiness
i want to be remembered by God
i love my dead dog the most

friends?
[x].stephine.
[x]~jolyn~
[x].kavi.
[x]~shikin~
[x].catherine.
[x]~shuhong~
[x].joanna.
[x]~josephine~
[x].beiyi.
[x]~lorraine~
[x].shuping.

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Friday, September 24, 2004
24th september : today i so cold~ haha.. title like kind of exaggerating.. hee~ anyway, except monday, i came to school with kavi and jolyn for the whole week.. we alway talk and laugh.. a little hack care about what the rest of the passengers are thinking.. hee~ but i enjoyed every moment with them.. they alway take my worries and sorrows away from me~ hahaha.. i must thank you God, for bring them into my life :D it's always nice to have someone to talk to whenever you go to school [cos the journey is around an hour]. jolyn is always the one who started to sing. though i was a little uncomfortable, i accompanied her to sing.. and kavi? haha.. i think he's a little affected by us [esp. jolyn] cos sometimes he will sing with us. hahaha :D may God bless them!!

monday i went to school with someone. though we got talk, i felt a little weird.. like suddenly we two cannot communicate liao. maybe it's because of me.. recently, whatever thing she does, i will be a little 'buoy song' :P den we had so many quarrels and 2 nearly ended our friendship. i told her i dun like her 2 times liao and she asked me why i dun like her.. but i dun know wat to say cos dun like means dun like! :P haha.. like kind of selfish yea~ anyway, i think i dun like her cos the whole world like only notice her.. she's like the center of everything and me, as her 'friend', was only known as 'her friend'. i'm not jealous [i think] but a little cross cos she like kinda arrogant and starting to take friends for granted [cos whenever her friends are in trouble, she'll complain to me that it's none of her business, why must she be involved..] sigh~ maybe i'm backstabbing her now, saying bad things about her..

Father Lord, please help me.. i think the evil one is trying to take control of me. i dun wan to lose to him Father, so Lord, please give me the strength and wisdom to be able to make the right decisions and strengthen my faith for You, Father.. i'm scared that one day, me and that someone will not be friends anymore.. i mean Lord, i like our friendship in the begining, when i dun really know her that well.. preharps Lord, she had trusted the wrong person by telling and showing me her displeasure about the people around her.. Father, i know that i did showed mine too.. so Lord, please give me the strength to be able to accept her as who she is. Lord, please help me solve all the ties between us.. may i prayed for all these things in Jesus' name. Amen.

-ah_xun faced death at 10:25 AM

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