In Death I See Life
In Life I See Death
The Sweet Relief That I Long
The Hush Of Whispering wings
Have come to Take Me
Away, away

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they call me verna
i have lived for 21 years
my favourite thing is emptiness
what i want most is happiness
i want to be remembered by God
i love my dead dog the most

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Thursday, September 23, 2004
23rd september : i went to sch with my new bag for the past 2 days.. and guess wat? first day i got myself cut [while playing a trick on my friend.. :P my fault.. hahaha] and today i thought i lost my handphone when my friend found it on the floor.. haha.. lame la.. anyway, i felt a little uncomfortable carrying this new bag.. i bought it in some old shop where it's quite dark and rather creepy.. an old lady with wrinkled face and long chin introduced me to buy it.. so i bought it.. preharps it's a cursed bag?

nah~ kidding :D haha.. i bought it in queentown shopping mall. it's a converse backpack. quite nice looking and very cool too! but when i put it on, i felt uneasy cos i very long time neva carry a backpack.. hee~ anyway, it's lucky that i found my handphone on the floor and lucky that i didn't manage to play that trick on my friend cos that might shaken my friendship and trust with her.. hahaha..

also today, i felt a little lonely though i was surrounded with friends from morning till now. maybe it's because i wanna find someone to talk to.. someone who i can share my problems with.. someone i can trust that he/she will not laugh at my 'problem'.. sigh~ i had been putting up a smile since morning.. in fact since the begining of this semester.. i'm quite tired and sick of this, cos when one day i dun feel like smiling, none of my friends dared to come near me and ask me how am i.. sigh~ so sad.. preharps i really dun have a true friend yet ba..

Father Lord.. please give me the strength that i need to be able to overcome the periods of time when i'm depressed, feel like giving up and times when i think there's no future. Father.. may i pray for the rest that i need.. physically and mentally. i know that Lord.. i need to bring joy to the people around me.. not sorrows.. not anger.. so Lord.. please refill me with the energy that i need to show them that i'm blessed by You. Amen.

-ah_xun faced death at 11:35 AM

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